Anyway, I got inspired by someone I currently fell in like with, that is why I made this blog. His words were very very touching and quite different from other blogs I read. Yeah he used english but very very simple and understandable. Many things I like about this guy but many things on my mind which makes me just plain confused how to get his attention. Hehe, well as pathetic as it may sound, I just want to write like him for the moment.
Hahaha, so yeah writing's pretty exciting.. I do have a diary but seriously, whats wrong with that? There's just some stuff you cant blurt out to your friends and family. Like the little signs you get from the guy you like, I write it all in it because you just know, a little locked-up book like that would never judge you even at your feet-off-the-ground moments. Anyway I love the feeling of looking at the old pages, smiling/disgusted through it all and be thinking "WHAT? I USED TO LIKE THAT BOY?" its funny how everything that had happened and what I felt would turn into a what-the-hell-was-I-thinking thought in the future. Though some are still high hopes :-)
Hmm.. so tomorrow's the first day of learning interior design (big smile!), am so excited by the way. Dreamt of it since how long I cant remember. So curious also, what the people might be like. Would there be bullies like in high school? What else am I gonna learn in the art of human nature?
Talk about bullies, well I know they bully for a reason, but who are they? Beyonce? singing "I talk like that cuz I can back it up"? You know I've come to realize they're not even perfect (who is?), but they have huge guts to do it anyway. I've once been bullied so I hate seeing people being bullied, but what is a school without its bullies right? It would be just plain boring, haha fuck that. In the end news about those bullies not getting accepted in (well-known) college or at any college cheered me up anyway. Hey, I'm human, I love karma on people. Yaya I believe Lady K exists. But I feel lucky enough I dont feel as pressured as the well known actress who's been talked on tv for days. I have no intention to make a "Chris Crocker" video or anything close to that. I'll let things go-around-come-around itself, hehe.
Hahaha, so yeah writing's pretty exciting.. I do have a diary but seriously, whats wrong with that? There's just some stuff you cant blurt out to your friends and family. Like the little signs you get from the guy you like, I write it all in it because you just know, a little locked-up book like that would never judge you even at your feet-off-the-ground moments. Anyway I love the feeling of looking at the old pages, smiling/disgusted through it all and be thinking "WHAT? I USED TO LIKE THAT BOY?" its funny how everything that had happened and what I felt would turn into a what-the-hell-was-I-thinking thought in the future. Though some are still high hopes :-)
Hmm.. so tomorrow's the first day of learning interior design (big smile!), am so excited by the way. Dreamt of it since how long I cant remember. So curious also, what the people might be like. Would there be bullies like in high school? What else am I gonna learn in the art of human nature?
Talk about bullies, well I know they bully for a reason, but who are they? Beyonce? singing "I talk like that cuz I can back it up"? You know I've come to realize they're not even perfect (who is?), but they have huge guts to do it anyway. I've once been bullied so I hate seeing people being bullied, but what is a school without its bullies right? It would be just plain boring, haha fuck that. In the end news about those bullies not getting accepted in (well-known) college or at any college cheered me up anyway. Hey, I'm human, I love karma on people. Yaya I believe Lady K exists. But I feel lucky enough I dont feel as pressured as the well known actress who's been talked on tv for days. I have no intention to make a "Chris Crocker" video or anything close to that. I'll let things go-around-come-around itself, hehe.
PS: Even the cutest and most fashionable guy around isnt perfect afterall, if you know what I mean. Trust me, go figure!
Quote of the day: "Everybody should be nice to everybody" -Andy Warhol
Recommended Movie: He's Just Not That into You!
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