Got a Friend Like Ben

posting everyday, must be in the mood of a blog-newbie...

Hmm.. anyway I think no matter how tough the day goes by, nothing matters if you've got a friend like Ben hehe. Alhamdulillah I've got mine. I can always call 'Ben' when I'm facing any problems. He'd be there listening and giving me advise, smart ones because sometimes girls just dont use their logic, just being pure emotional. He'd be there late night (because he sleeps during the day haha) but sometimes not because I guess he sleeps both day and night..


Anyhow, it's always good to know you have someone who can tell what you've done wrong and how to fix it. I wish I could be like 'Ben' instead of the one who seeks for advise. Fasting month is up, I guess its time for me to apologize to everyone for every wrong doing. Sorry I'm truly, truly sorry by the way.. Lets start from the beginning, lets reborn hehe.









P.S: Thank you 'Ben' :)

Quote of the Day: "One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives."- Euripides

Recommended Movie: Hannah Montana the Movie (hehehe)

This Month's Crave

Yup, like the title shown apparently every month I have this pregnant woman feeling which is craving. Craving for food is nothing weird but this month I am craving for heels, high heels. Suddenly I'm thinking girly, which I like anyway. First I thought I was desperate for this wedding I had to go to, but even after that I still wanted it so bad! So I kept looking for it.. and finally I got my first paid-myself high heels, hahaha what a feeling.

Charles&Keith were a lifesaver, I mean Nine West and Next were a real catch but talk about the price, its definitely the get-a-freakin-job-first price. Anyway I dont know how long this craving is going to last, but I hope it stays long enough because I'm in the mood for a shoe collection hehe. I have'nt felt this girly since the times I was a pink-colour fanatic! Did I just say that? Oh well.

PS: Never hesitate, it might be gone tomorrow.

But never regret, it's just not meant to be yours, hehe

Tell 'em that it's Human Nature

Anyway, I got inspired by someone I currently fell in like with, that is why I made this blog. His words were very very touching and quite different from other blogs I read. Yeah he used english but very very simple and understandable. Many things I like about this guy but many things on my mind which makes me just plain confused how to get his attention. Hehe, well as pathetic as it may sound, I just want to write like him for the moment.

Hahaha, so yeah writing's pretty exciting.. I do have a diary but seriously, whats wrong with that? There's just some stuff you cant blurt out to your friends and family. Like the little signs you get from the guy you like, I write it all in it because you just know, a little locked-up book like that would never judge you even at your feet-off-the-ground moments. Anyway I love the feeling of looking at the old pages, smiling/disgusted through it all and be thinking "WHAT? I USED TO LIKE THAT BOY?" its funny how everything that had happened and what I felt would turn into a what-the-hell-was-I-thinking thought in the future. Though some are still high hopes :-)

Hmm.. so tomorrow's the first day of learning interior design (big smile!), am so excited by the way. Dreamt of it since how long I cant remember. So curious also, what the people might be like. Would there be bullies like in high school? What else am I gonna learn in the art of human nature?

Talk about bullies, well I know they bully for a reason, but who are they? Beyonce? singing "I talk like that cuz I can back it up"? You know I've come to realize they're not even perfect (who is?), but they have huge guts to do it anyway. I've once been bullied so I hate seeing people being bullied, but what is a school without its bullies right? It would be just plain boring, haha fuck that. In the end news about those bullies not getting accepted in (well-known) college or at any college cheered me up anyway. Hey, I'm human, I love karma on people. Yaya I believe Lady K exists. But I feel lucky enough I dont feel as pressured as the well known actress who's been talked on tv for days. I have no intention to make a "Chris Crocker" video or anything close to that. I'll let things go-around-come-around itself, hehe.

PS: Even the cutest and most fashionable guy around isnt perfect afterall, if you know what I mean. Trust me, go figure!

Quote of the day: "Everybody should be nice to everybody" -Andy Warhol

Recommended Movie: He's Just Not That into You!