God and His way

It's ridiculously ridiculous how God keeps balancing your feelings. You can never be too happy, never be too sad. Somewhere up there, He's watching me go through all this, wondering how far I can cope with all this whatchamacallit? Shit? Yes, exactly that. And maybe challenging my faithfulness? I keep telling myself "Stop with the whining, life's not that bad, in fact not bad at all, you're just not getting who you want(when you want it), you've got everything else in hand". Every moment has its meaning, every moment He planned for, we as his creations just never know. The simplest events like you were pissed for being late then somebody suddenly showed up and made your day. Something you didn't plan at all, and d'oh who are we to plan? Reminded me of what Summer said...

Summer: Well, you know, I guess it's 'cause I was sitting in a deli and reading Dorian Gray and a guy comes up to me and asks me about it and... now he's my husband.
Tom: Yeah. And... so?
Summer: So, what if I'd gone to the movies? What if I had gone somewhere else for lunch? What if I'd gotten there 10 minutes later? It was - it was meant to be.

Then I thought what if I'd left early like I wanted to? It would be a different story. And somehow I just need to get this inside my head that.....

Girl: "Yeah, I mean they say time is everything"
Boy: "Yeah, timing is everything"