D for Disease

this post is about boys... again. I cant help it!

I've always had a thing for javanese boys.... maybe i have the same taste as my grandma :) they always seem to fit my criteria --> smart, hard-working, ambitious, religious, funny, down-to-earth, polite... and maybe thats why my grandma loved my javanese grandpa, oh i wish i'd knew him longer!
and yes, i have a list just like hillary duff in her latest movie 'beauty and the briefcase' but my list actually makes more sense, hehe.
Funny thing my mom has the same taste as mine (no i dont mean my dad hehe), and we both like duta sheila on 7 :) he's a real charm, gets us exited everytime we see him on television.
ah I guess the javanese taste is in our blood anyway.
and i've been liking boys whose names starts with 'd'. my grandpa's name also starts with 'd'. Oh no, is this a coincidence?
Haha well u know girls, a typical girl likes to hunt for signs, and sometimes its super unimportant and meaningless, but still.. i'll take it as a sign, not like it's a crime or anything, hehe.. call me stubborn, or desperate? i dont care. Not everyone has a smooth road in relationships. A girl can always dream, right?
Anyway, you can watch "He's just not that into you" to know what I mean :)

Deadline

At first, I thought it was a joke.. and now that it's getting worst, it's not funny anymore. Kill me with what-ifs.. because you're so freakin good at it. I hate your guts... Where are you when I need you? Please come faster than a McDonald delivery.