D for Disease

this post is about boys... again. I cant help it!

I've always had a thing for javanese boys.... maybe i have the same taste as my grandma :) they always seem to fit my criteria --> smart, hard-working, ambitious, religious, funny, down-to-earth, polite... and maybe thats why my grandma loved my javanese grandpa, oh i wish i'd knew him longer!
and yes, i have a list just like hillary duff in her latest movie 'beauty and the briefcase' but my list actually makes more sense, hehe.
Funny thing my mom has the same taste as mine (no i dont mean my dad hehe), and we both like duta sheila on 7 :) he's a real charm, gets us exited everytime we see him on television.
ah I guess the javanese taste is in our blood anyway.
and i've been liking boys whose names starts with 'd'. my grandpa's name also starts with 'd'. Oh no, is this a coincidence?
Haha well u know girls, a typical girl likes to hunt for signs, and sometimes its super unimportant and meaningless, but still.. i'll take it as a sign, not like it's a crime or anything, hehe.. call me stubborn, or desperate? i dont care. Not everyone has a smooth road in relationships. A girl can always dream, right?
Anyway, you can watch "He's just not that into you" to know what I mean :)

Deadline

At first, I thought it was a joke.. and now that it's getting worst, it's not funny anymore. Kill me with what-ifs.. because you're so freakin good at it. I hate your guts... Where are you when I need you? Please come faster than a McDonald delivery.

Lovefool

some lyrics that caught my ears on the way home...

"Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that’s not your problem
But if you change your mind you’ll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse" Adhitia Sofyan

"My love it means nothing to you
So maybe I'm still a love Fool
You're my love foolosophy
Don't you see it's killing me

I don't want the world I want you... " Jamiroquai

"Too much of something is bad enough,
But something's coming over me to make me wonder,
Too much of nothing is just as tough,
I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied" Spice Girls


P.S:

Off-limit

people are so dissapointing lately.. but i'm no better so I guess what goes around really comes back around, does it? Speaking of which, who made that genius brilliantly realistic line? Justin Timberlake? but how can someone cute be a genius at the same time? umm..whatever.

so as i was saying, how can someone judge me when they dont even know me? how can someone be pissed off over some small shit i did when they havent even done anything good to me either? how can your own so-called bestfriend hurt you in every kind of way? how can your own so-called bestfriend act as if nothing have ever happened? and why am still calling that person my bestfriend?!

Daydream

Such a good idea, instead of having only my kids' clothes matched to each other, i'll have mine matched to theirs too :)

New Start

So maybe my 2010 resolution would be to like available boys instead of taken ones hahaha whatever.. i'm done dealing with these kind of scenes, like beyonce.. i dont want to be the broken hearted girl, i dont want to play that part. oh well i should've known better....

Strong Like

I want someone to love me
for who I am.
I want someone to need me.
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
but it's all I have.
I want someone to love me
for who I am.

P.S: THERE'S SOMETHING THAT MAKES JASON SOUND LIKE THE JO BRO