Ass-ignments

Is it just me or designing the interior of an apartment is super stressful? Deciding every detail, picking every piece of furniture but still considering how each of the items match to each other (dont forget the colours). How it has to combine perfectly with the flooring and wall materials that you've chosen. Combining all of those elements with your client's personality. Deciding where to put all the lightings and ceiling plans. If I had to choose an icon from yahoo messenger, it'd be AT WITS END! Just tell me, is it just me or do every to-be-designer feel the same way? And by the way, this is just the beginning, the first big assignment (and i'm already whining)

Remind me to buy this partition for my future home (YEAH RIGHT IT'S FREAKIN $3,600)

I've always wanted one of these wardrobes. I guess it's just simple like there's no need opening the doors and ofcourse, I can always see my clothes anytime haha i know right --> what a freak.

So yeah, this particular dream of mine was crushed by the fact that at my place where I live, the weather's not so friendly. Talk about the heavy pollution! All I remember is my mom saying it over and over again "No, there would be no point in washing your clothes anymore, because it would be dusty anyway" WHAT A BUMMER!

Moving on.....

As you can guess, I want this vintage-suitcase-storage. My definition of cool :)

OK ENOUGH, GOTTA GET BACK TO WORK!

Quote of the day: "Trying is tiring but it is the only way to succeed."

Future

Will I make my parents proud until the end?

Will I be able to give back as much as they've given me?

Will I be what i've always wanted to be in life?

Will it work out well for me?

Will I find that someone i've always wanted?

Will I get the specific one?

Will I be as happy as my aunt, who has the perfect family, a loving husband with 2 beautiful childs. A girl who's still very small yet smart enough she hangs out with people far from her own age, and a baby boy who's as handsome as his father.

Will I get a husband who loves his kids, just like my father? The man who worries too much about making us happy, who listens to every problems we have even the stupidest ones and never laughs or looks down on it, who made me realize that being overprotective comes out of love.

For all the criticisms I've made over my friends' boyfriends, will I myself have the perfect relationship?

For all the criticisms I've made over divorced celebrities or sluts who steals peoples' bastards, will I have the perfect marriage?

For all the criticisms I've made over gays and such, will I have a perfectly straight child?

Will I grow up to be known and respected, like my grandfather? Someone who's still remembered even after years of death.

Will I grow up and still be independent even after my husband dies, like my grandmother? Will I be as loving as her? Will I be her? She who made me realize how painful it felt to lose the one you really love.

Will I have grandchildrens who'd love me soooo much, just as much as I loved mine? Will they miss me just as much as I miss mine? Will I still be in their heart even when I'm gone? Will they pray me heaven? So I can meet mine.....

Will I get my happy ending in and after life?

So the feeling's sad today. I haven't dealt with death in a while but someone from my big family is suffering right now. I love how everyone is gathered to give him support, but I hate watching someone going through a lot of pain. I hate to see the victim's kids faces who in the end cant do anything but pray, I hate why people have to be sick. I hate why people can't just die calmly, without screaming and crying over their pain. I hate to see the process.

So I began to imagine, what if I was watching the person I really loved going through the same exact thing? What if I was there? What if I don't want to? What if I cant? Does that mean I dont care?

Quote of the day:
"May you live to be 100, and me, 100, but minus a day so I'll never know beautiful people like you have passed away" -Rachel Getting Married

How Warm

help me imagine... so i'm living in Italy making money since i've been working there for years as an interior designer. wait, winter's coming it's going to be cold. what would i buy?

absolutely t-totally these.

Quote of the day:

"Don't be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams."

Wanting

I WANT THE JUMPSUIT

I WANT THE MAXI VEST

I WANT THE DRESS

I WANT THE JACKET

Cardigans

Is This Love?

HELL YEAH!

FROM ALL THE LOOKS I'VE SEEN, THIS IS THE ONLY ONE I WANT TO WEAR COMPLETELY FROM TOP TO BOTTOM. SERIOUSLY I'M IN LOVE.

Simply Want You

you invade my dreams,

camp out in the corners of my mind,

and occupy my heart.

(and that makes me happy)