Break a Silence

• I love driving with an empty mind going absolutely anywhere the road brings me, singing along with my recently favourite cd while eating favourite meals. It is the perfect multi-tasking ever. And the best part: a full load in the tank!
• I have everything that I could possibly want and need. I always think I'm born spoiled but I'm cautious anyway and grateful for it all. There's just ONE thing though, one thing that's just too hard to get. The very one thing I want right here right now, it's HIM. only HIM, really. Well whoever made the quote "Money can't buy you love" is a genius. Can't buy you happiness either :)

But a friend of mine found a quote which says:

“Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to go shopping.”

ROTFLMAO!!

and another one:

Money isn’t everything but it ranks right up there with oxygen - Rita Davenport

Oh well, still no one can be bought, right? He probably would be the most expensive thing I've ever wan't if he was an object, yes he would be that worthy.

• A friend of mine got me stuck with this song I'm listening over and over lately. Damn, it's haunting me, crawling under my skin. Have you found a song that's just so you? Haha I don't care how cheesy I might sound, but I found mine. Love the singer too!

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me

I wanna touch and hold you forever

But you’re still in my dream

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized

I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”

And I never thought that I’m so strong

I stuck on you and wait so long

but when love comes it can’t be wrong

Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want

• My mom buys me all these interior design books I want including imported ones, but she doesn't know I have the lowest grade in class. You think I want low grades? All my life I've been thinking this is the perfect major for me, and now I'm failing.
• I looooove being alone, you don't have to care about anything, seriously. You don't have to care about anyone's feelings, you don't have to talk about feelings, you don't have to care about your actions, especially the consequences. Ah my room is my kingdom.
• I wouldn't trade my parents for anyone else's, I love them and that's that.
• My best listeners, my favourite people, the people on my speed-dial: Bokyung Lee, Ridhwan Rasid, Dean Mutia, Ardiyasa Faundra, Diza Diandra and Teuku Mirza (the people I would never ever ever take for granted anymore)

Nowaday Life

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Soda becomes vodka. Kisses turn into sex. And that's how we grow up.

I found this from one of my friend's status in facebook ofcourse. Got me thinking... well it's true. I'm not dumb or innocent, atleast I know what's going on. Alhamdulillah I'm not close to any of those bold words up there. I have to admit I'm scared because you never know what tomorrow will bring you. I never knew that one day people would only define you 'COOL' by doing or tasting all those stuff. I never knew that those kind of stuff would be a daily thing to some people. I never knew that today I'd be near one of those people. I never knew coming home late night would be cool too. I never knew that going out on a saturday night would be a must-thing to do. Call me conservative, I dont mind.

Burn!

Pernah ngga pulang ke rumah tapi nyesel udah pulang?

Haha ngga segitunya sih tapi kemaren pulang-pulang langsung ditanya
"udah punya pacar blum?"

seriously burn down the question for bidden sake, let me breathe!
i know i'll find someone someday, someone me and my parents would love to death

minggu lalu dengerin ceramah pas sepupu nikah
ustad bilang "ada kenalan saya pergi keluar negri demi nyari jodoh, udah bertahun-tahun disana pulangnya ngga bawa siapa-siapa. Eh pas udah disini, dia naik angkot dan ngobrol sama perempuan disebelahnya, taunya cocok dan akhirnya nikah. Jadi inti dan hikmah dari cerita ini adalah sering-seringlah naik angkot, kalau mau cepet nemu jodoh."

ibu yang kebetulan duduk disebelah ketawa-ketawa terus nyeletuk "tuh pril"
and i gave her the straightest expression of my straight-faced look

Gotta Love Mary

Random Quotes

mom and kids

Mom came home yesterday sat by us (her kids) and here's how it went:

mom: "Wah ada 5 sms blm kebaca" (sambil dibuka satu per satu + dibacain)
mom: "hmm mandiri, anak pertama, anak kedua, anak ketiga, anak keempat"

isi sms....
anak pertama: "bu, disana baru gempa? kerasa ngga?"
anak kedua: "bu, kalo mau ke metro bareng ya, ksana yu bu!" (btw lg one-day-sale up to 70%)
anak ketiga: "bu, hari ini aku mau makan di d'cost ya!"
anak keempat: "bu, dimana? babap kemana?"

ibu ketawa, keras banget kita semua kaget.

she says....

"ini anak2 ko beda-beda semua gini smsnya ya tapi selalu deh
yang pertama selalu sms tentang berita
yang kedua selalu sms tentang belanja
yang ketiga smsnya tentang makan melulu
dan yang keempat selalu nanyain posisi"

and that was my favourite quote of the day :)

Crappity Crap Crap

i dont know what i'm going through lately, is it something like middle-life crisis? i mean for my age. ugh i just dont know. i keep thinking about things i dont really have to think about. its plain useless haha. but cant help it so i guess its just how it is.



i hate this especially when i want to write something exciting for this blog but these are the words that pops out. its freakin getting on my nerves. i feel like writing the things i bought this month but the emotional feelings are stronger. yada-yadda-yaddaa



argh fuck pms. i hate mood swings. its driving me insaaaaaane. its like i dont even know what i want and thats purely annoying. i'd be like going out of the house excited for college then when i arrive i dont feel like coming into class. then i'd be going back to my car then at that time wanting to go back to class. seriously, what the fuck.



maybe, maybe i think i need a medium cup of pinklicious with mochi and oreo topping or maybe a double cheeseburger and a set of Mcnuggets with sweet&sour sauce. or maybe a plate of Godzilla or Lucky Luke. Yeah, maybe.