Burn!

Pernah ngga pulang ke rumah tapi nyesel udah pulang?

Haha ngga segitunya sih tapi kemaren pulang-pulang langsung ditanya
"udah punya pacar blum?"

seriously burn down the question for bidden sake, let me breathe!
i know i'll find someone someday, someone me and my parents would love to death

minggu lalu dengerin ceramah pas sepupu nikah
ustad bilang "ada kenalan saya pergi keluar negri demi nyari jodoh, udah bertahun-tahun disana pulangnya ngga bawa siapa-siapa. Eh pas udah disini, dia naik angkot dan ngobrol sama perempuan disebelahnya, taunya cocok dan akhirnya nikah. Jadi inti dan hikmah dari cerita ini adalah sering-seringlah naik angkot, kalau mau cepet nemu jodoh."

ibu yang kebetulan duduk disebelah ketawa-ketawa terus nyeletuk "tuh pril"
and i gave her the straightest expression of my straight-faced look

Gotta Love Mary

Random Quotes

mom and kids

Mom came home yesterday sat by us (her kids) and here's how it went:

mom: "Wah ada 5 sms blm kebaca" (sambil dibuka satu per satu + dibacain)
mom: "hmm mandiri, anak pertama, anak kedua, anak ketiga, anak keempat"

isi sms....
anak pertama: "bu, disana baru gempa? kerasa ngga?"
anak kedua: "bu, kalo mau ke metro bareng ya, ksana yu bu!" (btw lg one-day-sale up to 70%)
anak ketiga: "bu, hari ini aku mau makan di d'cost ya!"
anak keempat: "bu, dimana? babap kemana?"

ibu ketawa, keras banget kita semua kaget.

she says....

"ini anak2 ko beda-beda semua gini smsnya ya tapi selalu deh
yang pertama selalu sms tentang berita
yang kedua selalu sms tentang belanja
yang ketiga smsnya tentang makan melulu
dan yang keempat selalu nanyain posisi"

and that was my favourite quote of the day :)

Crappity Crap Crap

i dont know what i'm going through lately, is it something like middle-life crisis? i mean for my age. ugh i just dont know. i keep thinking about things i dont really have to think about. its plain useless haha. but cant help it so i guess its just how it is.



i hate this especially when i want to write something exciting for this blog but these are the words that pops out. its freakin getting on my nerves. i feel like writing the things i bought this month but the emotional feelings are stronger. yada-yadda-yaddaa



argh fuck pms. i hate mood swings. its driving me insaaaaaane. its like i dont even know what i want and thats purely annoying. i'd be like going out of the house excited for college then when i arrive i dont feel like coming into class. then i'd be going back to my car then at that time wanting to go back to class. seriously, what the fuck.



maybe, maybe i think i need a medium cup of pinklicious with mochi and oreo topping or maybe a double cheeseburger and a set of Mcnuggets with sweet&sour sauce. or maybe a plate of Godzilla or Lucky Luke. Yeah, maybe.

Can't Help Myself

there's so many thing i've learned nowadays it's not even funny

you try to open your eyes a little, and there you see many unexpectable things

you try to not care about it, but it stays there right in front of your innocent eyes

i've learned that it's not always about you

to live you've got to understand others

you can't always demand them to do the same way

you just have to be patient

people are people and sometimes they change their minds

then all you can do is let them be

i know this sounds sad

that i've been eager for this whole makeover

when the boy goes off asking out another girl

when i'm here thinking

well there's nothing else i can possibly do

what, to catch him still?

i would, i don't care what people think

because he is a real catch

he is what i've always wanted

there's one thing though

she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers

hahaha

i know i fall too easy sometimes

but they're all typical, they're all the same

they won me by charisma, the quality of their brains

not so easy to find you got to admit

i know i don't say much

show any emotions whatsoever

that's why when all the girls are tossing rocks at your window

i'd be here waiting even if it's cold

still i can't remember how many people i've told

but its the criticism and support that i love so much

you tend to suck it all in because you're just so eager

eager for him to notice, eager for him to realize

they tell me different things, mostly good alhamdulillah

and eventhough there are little bumps in the road

they tell me to keep on keeping on

nothing soothes me more than to hear people say that i deserve what i want

everyday i pray to be given the best for me and for God

but holy month's over, when i thought prayers worked better

does that mean he's not best for me too?

when i'm so naive thinking he's nothing but perfect

well who am I to say, ofcourse God knows best!

when all i wanted was to be wanted

i guess He's still asking me to wait

I messaged my ex

asking for forgiveness since its lebaran

just wondering if it could erase all the karma

or maybe karma is just in my head

i dont know, i just want to start another story

P.S: once i had a crush on this boy who was smart and all, but figured out he talked about people behind their back. WOW how it turned down the feeling. I mean seriously, that's what GIRLS do come on!

Nothing but the Truth

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.