Like a seed in me, planted without my permission, 

but having to deal with it as it grows.

Reassurance

Sometimes it just pops in mind.

"Have I done such thing to deserve this?"
"Have I ever played around numb?"

Really, nobody else has to be here.
When two matters more than four or more.
I promise, quantity means nothing if the quality is within you.
But the real question is, what is it that you're looking for?

Eye-roll

A part of me just wants to do this all day.........

Wait a minute...


JUST KIDDING!

Never really ready?

".....I could be wrong, I could be ready
Oh but if I take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, I am in repair...."

Classic

Loads of feelings for you,

just no clue how to show it.

Patience

I wish one day I'd have the chance to pursue everything I haven't figured out today, and that day I'd be free, writing things I've always wanted to write, by that time I'd be reading pages I've always wanted to read, in my own time, as my own self, till' forever onwards I'd be happy, as the woman I've always wanted to be.

That particular day, even when it's still as blurry as the car's window pane on a rainy day, I will always look forward to that day. To the day I am fully independent, with the love of my future.

That day, that day the greatest man in my heart and mind, my one and only father, would smile, from the bottom of his heart, and seen right through his eyes. My mother, need I explain?

And God knows how badly I'd like to fast forward to that day.
But I guess it's the process that matters most.

God is Great

He gives us breakdowns to keep us humble
He gives us enough time to stitch back the broken pieces
He gives us something to laugh about by the time our hearts mend

He GIVES.